|She is so beautiful. I love her hair and her spirit.|
Image from this movie site.
You are talking in a forward direction, but thinking in a backwards direction. No wonder you're stuck...This is me right now in my life. I'm talking a lot of game, or, sometimes, not talking it at all, but not really doing all the things needed to make the things happen. I want things, but am not doing what needs to be done to make them happen.
Not trying to be super vague, but I'm really not trying to put it all out there, yet.
I just know that I need to stop talking about it and be about it.